My goodness….another post.
Well, we ARE expecting rain tonight.
I thought I had found a place to live.
I got so excited.
A granny flat three times the size of this one.
I e-mailed right away.
And then they suddenly withdrew the AD.
I was crushed.
I was disappointed.
It was probably just as well.
Mex appears to have withdrawn his support.
Souldipper…you are so right…I am on my own…I have to plot my own future.
First on the agenda is to find a second job.
I need to make a bit more money.
Ok…I need to make a LOT more money.
Tonight I just could not face being inside.
I cooked their supper and left.
Have no idea what I am going to eat but don’t really care.
Mex is in there with him.
Looking after his comfort zone.
He has no idea just how much I hate being here.
How much I hate not being in control of my own life.
Everyone pulling at my elastic.
Which is SO near to snapping.
My poor younger son phoned me this evening.
I ended up bawling my eyes out.
Was he sorry he phoned.
Ok…enough for today.
Tomorrow I shall post again.
I shall look for funny things in my life.
And share those with you.
The pity party is now officially over.